To die is to win

To die is to win I'll shout !!!!

Soul is now tired and have lived

May it now rest and hurt no more

 Suffering in silence can be excruciating

Like a wounded lion you keep on suffering

With so much pain is it all worth it?

Why carry on if suffering is the main point

Wounds that do not heal with time

With rain you just flow like lakes 

With no hope you ride like dimes

Limes of your own sorrows 

To die is to win I'll say

No one knows for real so why care?

Let it remain unknown like cause you care

Heart is now exhausted of emotions 

Brain is no longer at it's best 

Those hours spent with stars are of despair

Constantly fighting just to survive is insane

To die is to win 

Ending the suffering is a sin as told

Pain and suffering is not a sin?

Make it make sense why not die?

There are many great people just not me

Nothing indicates peace so why live?

Kids and husbands are blessings but not in my pride

There is no justice to this suffering 

Everybody thinks you have healed so why bother

Leave while everybody laughs

I'll say to die is to win

Do not make noise ooh my soul!!!

Do not shout just slide 

As peaceful as the ocean may you lay

You have done enough!!!!

Rest your troubled mind you were enough

Do not bother me as I rest my soul

To die is to win

Slondile Dlamini