How painful though

Didn't think you would 

Hurting me is a norm

I try to explain 

Nothing really matters

You still bite without mercy

My cries don't awake you

Surely you rejoice 

My tears will dry one day

With hope I look up

Tear me apart its your turn

Without fight I surrender

Praying for better days

Didn't think you would

You lie and cheat 

I keep quiet for better 

You fool me with lies 

Decisively you break me

Continuously You lie 

With passion you ride me 

My body aches for freedom

I pray for sunrise

At the shore waiting 

A new day shall be born 

I look up with questions

But its not wise

Rather sing to your melodies

Sing love songs while I die

On the ground I kneel

I cant anymore 

Didn't think you would

Slondile Dlamini