Honestly I'm Tired

Every day you change

Like clouds you shade

Different forms with shapes

I have to keep up 

You decide to smile 

Expecting me to smile

With seasonal love 

You promise the world

Expecting me to travel

Without passport I keep up

I can't !!! 

Hoping I fail you 

One day I'll be happy 

In that dark world you keep leading me

I keep following with hope

Honestly I'm tired !!!!!

I keep chasing you 

Proving to be with you

Loyalty was given 

with a tag price you received

Same as you wish I gave

My all was upon you 

But instead you die suddenly

In the morning I must greet

With a smile I should love again

How amazing to treat a soul

My love becomes my prison

With questions I wonder

Honestly I'm tired

You promise the world 

Like fake clothes you poor

Into thin air you fly 

With peace you fly back

With tears I hold you again

Understanding your seasonal love

You promise the world 

But deliver the region 

Every day you are different

The time allocated changes 

Like periodic river you flow

I wonder if you care about me

It does not matter anyway

I should decide for you

Honestly I'm tired

Had enough.

Slondile Dlamini