It's not worth it !!!

I'm not screaming
I won't shout either
Maybe for ever
Forgetting is impossible
Protection is no more
I think I loved you
I didn't know or cared
All I know is I still do
But crying and praying
Like sunset you stare
My emotions broken
You ignore maybe
Not like I care anyway
Is this worth my time
I hope not, I pray never
It was painful and sad
Watching you go
Like birds you flee
Morning comes I swear
Alone I rise in bed
Blue as the sky my day
I sing and think
Where ever you are
I won't say be fine
Rather forget me
I will forget you
It's a promise
My heart let go
Never hold back
That pain is enough
I won't go there anymore
It's not worth it
Rise or die I'm done
With your stars go
Let me rise again
In peace I plead
My heart allow me