Broken at heart

I never wanted too

Neither would have planned

Such thought kills me

With knife I cut through

Deeper I go 

With fish I swim along 

Tales and sales as I walk pass

Never priced for you

With those tears I smile

Pain is never enough

Breaking every bone in my body

I look up with sad eyes

I hope to heal soon

Possibility is distorted

Like map my scale differs

Measure the extent 

I fail as I try   

Thorns and crowns all are yours

You have worn 

The best price is for you 

I hurt when I say 

My choice does not matter anyway

Each time I will swear you

Hope you hear me louder

Those eyes I hate

Without price I buy you for my soul

So wish I could hold you

At least share my pain

Every day is a knew day

Pleading daily 

Please hear me and rescue me

My soul needs to heal 

Paining through my bones

Each day I pray 

I never wanted too 

Neither would have planned this

Pain is unbearable 

Broken at heart I sing

A sad song as I sleep

Tight with melody 

With tears as I sleep for ever

 A peaceful death.

Slondile Dlamini