Will I ever

At night I think
During the day I think
Hope and

pray
I don't really know
Will I ever Find you
In my dreams Maybe
Where are you
Why is it so long
I keep searching
Sometimes I forget
I don't try anymore
North or south
East or west
Which direction
I cannot tell
Honestly I don't Know
Will I ever

My throat tightens
That lump in my throat
Everyday I pray
Like lost soul
I search for you
Will I ever find you

I don't know you
Neither your name
But I know you are alive
In my dreams at least
Please show your self
I won't sob with you
I know Your hands
I can image your smile
I promise to wait for you
Time with you I plead
Where ever you are
Please find me
My heart is YOURS