Just me

What if I was not born
Would you smile
Would you sing
I doubt that
My soul smile
Like sunrise
That smile is born    
Those tears are real
No please don't
I know that for sure
God help
Every thing is a joke
Not that laughable though
I will not laugh at least
Tell me what it's true
Hope you know
I won't apologize
Please be aware
Don't expect it either
Like birds I shall fly
Humans can fly
Even without wings
I can also fly
I told you one