Fear

I don't want you
It's simple to say
I'm fine please go
My life is perfect
I don't love you
My heart fears
Never want to hurt
It's an excuse
I don't want you
My life is perfect
You wouldn't know
It's true or false
Who cares anyway
Please go I say
With fear I shake

When you leave
I sob silently
My arms misses you
Already I'm alone
I face the wall
Still I say Go
I'm alone again
That void pains
Still I say go
Won't show you
My pain is silent
I'm woman enough
I tell myself that
Everyday it hurts
I hide that pain
With fear I say go

My heart dies
At your presence
You never know
My feelings are hidden
Don't ask me
I won't tell you
My fears are mine
You go!!! Please go
That load is too heavy
I can't do this
Not again dear
Please leave me